Recently, I have chosen to acknowledge that the space of creating and planning is joy and excitement for me.
At some point, within that space, I was choosing to stay. It is quite lovely there. Here.
 
Talking about what’s in the works, the great ideas, and what’s bubbling and brewing.
Dancing with the creations as I dream about what can be contributed into the world, to the hungry souls that may enjoy what I offer. What my creations offer.
It is so fun to speak of and IMAGINE what these creations can produce and become. And then……….
I jump ship! Wait a minute! That idea, that creation, yesterday, even 2 minutes ago, I considered it amazing and what a gift it would be alive in the world. I leave these beautiful gifts with unwrapped potential just sitting there on this ship in the middle of the sea with no one to enjoy them except for me.
Why do I do this? What is the benefit for me if I abandon my beloved creations? What have I made so valuable about leaving them behind, untapped, unfulfilled, unactualized?
I look deeper into this concept.
* Abandoned in the fun stage
* Left unwrapped for no one to see
* Drifting away from shore where they will not be discovered unless by chance
* Untouched potential floating out to sea
What am I afraid of?
* Untouched, unwrapped they will not be judged
* Unfulfilled, unactualized I will not be judged
* Untapped, abandoned I prove I have nothing of value to give
I have already concluded and decided, BASED on PAST experience, BEFORE all of my new trainings and new passions that have emerged, that these creations with fall to the crickets.
Ten years ago, with no background or knowledge of business or offering services to people outside of the classroom, I bombed. Of course I did. I was a preschool teacher and had only offered out to others what I knew best: taking care of young children. I killed it! Those services that is! Everyone looked to me for babysitting and nannying. I taught during the day and made a bundle in the evenings. Kids. Kids. Kids. I had that aced.
When I went beyond my comfort zone, and started offering something like Reiki that some people weren’t even sure they needed, it was a different story. People KNOW when they need a babysitter. Only a select few KNOW they need Reiki, or something for self-care. What the hell even is self-care??? Who has time for it??? Who wants to pay for something they don’t even KNOW if they would benefit from it? How do you tell someone they need Reiki? You don’t. You can’t. Not really.
This is where my doubts and fears are coming from, even 10 years later. The conclusions that I’m still the same person. Even though I am hardly recognizable and have formed a huge networking circle that goes way beyond the preschool classroom. I love going almost everywhere in the city where I live and bumping into at least 2 or 3 people I know. I do classes regularly at local spiritual stores, have a lovely list of returning, happy clients, and really fun and amazing feedback.
Yet, the unveiling and unsuccessful execution of a few ideas and classes from 10 FREAKING years ago have continued to stop me and my NEW creations from expanding and bursting into Being. Stop dead in our tracks. Left drifting and rocking on the ship with no destination.
They call to me OFTEN. “Hello! I’m still here! Whenever you’re ready. Just come and get me. This potential and the infinite possibilities of all that you keep asking for is here, floating aimlessly in the waters of the deep blue forgotten sea. I will not give up on you. Unwrapped and waiting for you to let go of your past conclusions and inexperienced flops.
Your experiences and choices and trainings since then have expanded with such magnitude.
We are not on a sinking ship. We are here when you are ready.
When you choose to ask how you can NOW actualize us.
When you choose, we are here. We wait. We do not give up or give in. Or ever quit.
It is simply a choice.”
As I ask, you may have ideas and dreams that come to mind that for whatever reason you left on the back burner, or abandoned them on a ship.
Whether someone told you they did not matter, or you doubt your own capacity to actualize dreams, they await your attention. They do not quit.
Do they talk to you like mine do?
Or, do you often see a sign from them that they still exist?
You may say, “Oh yah! I remember that idea. That book. That class. Maybe it’s time for you to come out and play…”
Maybe it’s time for us to get over the underlying reasons we abandoned them. There was a purpose for their ability to stir you one time or another.
Is that passion still there? And your conclusions without validity stand in the way of your creations being created? Take a minute and recall some ideas that sparked your soul.
It doesn’t matter how long ago. Does your body still light up when you think about them.
What do you know now you didn’t know then that can contribute to their potential and actualization?
What do you know now you hadn’t realized could help them NOW?
As an Energy Detective, it’s always been a gift of mine to support others to see and actualize THEIR dreams as possible. Hope. Clarity. Expansion.
It is fun for me to share tools for people to open the lens of what they have been choosing not to see.
You see, it isn’t about you, or I, not being ABLE TO actualize them or not see why you have been struggling with them. It is about being READY to see and choosing something that will change it.
I have taken people to their own boats they’ve left and together have explored what they can now offer their creations since they last thought of them.
Then, energetically and thoughtfully, go under any reasons they haven’t returned to their creations and dreams. If they choose to return, if the projects are still alive with passion and determination, I help to clear the why’s and get to the how’s.
“I’m choosing. Now what?”
Ready to climb aboard and go find your ship of unwrapped gifts and potential???
Release the old conclusions.
Talk to those creations.
Unwrap them.
And let’s get them moving and shaking!
Any questions????
If this sounds fun for you, if you have ideas, books, songs, classes, or…..that you’d love to bring to life again, rekindle your passion for their potency and yours.
Mentoring options are available that will provide you with the tools to unveil those creations with new eyes and new passion. The program is called ‘Re-Discovering My Great Bright Light’ and you choose which of the 3 levels you’d like to explore with the actualizing of your creations in mind. https://indigohealingspdx.com/mentoring-with-darlene/
I look forward to witnessing the unwrapping of you your creations and your potential!